Vanessa8 wrote:
Ok lady, we have all been a bit worried, hopefully you nave a good update hon!
Thanks for letting me know you commented it made it easier finding this thread i was looking for it ealier and gave up!
Ok well first of all the doctor wants to rule EVERYTHING out before we go down the 'serious' route.
He was worried about my weight gain (as ive had an eating disorder in the past i was in hospital for six months) he knows what im like and that i would never let myself get heavy like i am right now. So he is getting me to make a food/ex chart. He said it could just be something i'm eating or reacting to so he needs to rule that out. i pig out all the time on carrot sticks/celery and hummus so not really 'fatty' foods. Depending on what that shows as he knows i exersise enough he might be able to pinpoint a food allergy etc. My skin getting an outbreak...he said sometimes that happens in mid twenties so has given me a cream to see if that makes a difference.
I have to go back next week and if nothing has improved then i will be sent for bloods mainly for thiroid probs...then if THAT comes back out he will look into other things. I do have colitis so its hard because he has to rule that out as a cause too... :( I'm hoping i dont ahve to have another colonoscopy and last time i was screaming in pain it was awful.
He wanted to put me on some kind of contaception but then looked though my notes and changed his mind pretty fast.
I mean idk...i'm happy that he didnt automatically think 'SERIOUS' but at the same time i wish he would just get ALL the tests out of the way now. Because of my medical problems though i guess he needs to rule out problems starting there or getting worse before he goes elsewhere. Urgh....but at least i am on the road to figuring out what is going on.
I've had a rough day, when he weighed me i found out i was actually bigger (ive put on 3lb in a day) so my weight is rapidly going up... :( That bothers me more than anything and please dont think im sayng anything against big people i am NOT...urgh and now im crying again because im scared this is come across as a 'fattie attack' or a 'hate attack' but because of my dancing and my horse plus my abuse ive had from my father beating me and calling me fat and then my ED...its hitting me hard..i want to just purge and scream and cry and feed myself laxatives by the dozen...I'm so lost :(
I'm happy i'm getting this sorted but i hate how long its gonna take :( Plus my boobs are agony which means im gonna be coming on again soon...its only been just over two weeks since my last period :'(
I'm sorry i'm venting i just have no one to talk to right now. Please admin let me know if i've broken any rules with this.