I'm not *still giggling about fella being late for work*
Sorry, not meaning to rub it in. But my foirst attempt at '09 sex was a disaster...
I was hoping to have him inside me at midnight on NYE - had the same idea as above but minus the hotel as couldn't get a baby sitter. I was really into the idea of seeing the new year in with a bang - litterally. To the point where I 'surprised' him by getting all dressed up, my nipple clamps/collar, stockings, heels, the works. Couldn't wait to see the look on his face, and it WAS picture. Just not how I hoped. I'm a big girl, and he supposedly is ok with that. He'd also seen me in all the bits and pieces before via pics I sent him and had said he couldn't wait to see it for real etc etc...
He went along with it fair play but was no where near as into it as usual even though we'd not seen each other since christmas eve. I felt an idiot and he made it worse with silly comments etc after. By midnight I was sat alone in the living room in the dark drinking bacardi and feeling sorry for myself. Great start. What an idiot am I?
Thing is it really shouldn't have been that much of a suprprise, he'd seen all the gear before and we're pretty relaxed / adventurous so this should have been pretty tame but for some reason it totally backfired. Probably the sight of my ample lilly white backside trussed up like that that did it.
Blah dunno why just needed that off my chest. NYE gone bad... :(