Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening Part 7

Part 6 seems to have died... so Good Evening!

hi AA i thought it was strange that it said you had posted earlyer but i couldnt see it.

Hi good evening

evening all, busy day.

trying to sort house out and start a business on ebay and sort out taking over family business

would be easy but its school holidays !!!!

xGGx

 Heello. Man has come home drunk. *sigh* Looks like I'm not going to get any action tonight.

Evening all.
Have had a interesting 24hrs,had my first bdsm session! Was very good and i feel energised

Evening everyone.

Totally shattered tonight. Took my lad to the cinema, I've seen me spend less on a night out with the girls! Never mind, we had a good time, was nice to spend some quality time together. x

sweetlove666 wrote:

Evening all.
Have had a interesting 24hrs,had my first bdsm session! Was very good and i feel energised

Wow. Sounds fun! were you sub or domme? I'd love to try a bit of bdsm after watching secretay today. Wish  hadn't watched it now. I'm really horny.  don't think i could do the full sub dom thing anymore though. not with my foot and back being sore and being on heavy tablets.

Avrielle_Aniko wrote:

sweetlove666 wrote:

Evening all.
Have had a interesting 24hrs,had my first bdsm session! Was very good and i feel energised

 

Wow. Sounds fun! were you sub or domme? I'd love to try a bit of bdsm after watching secretay today. Wish  hadn't watched it now. I'm really horny.  don't think i could do the full sub dom thing anymore though. not with my foot and back being sore and being on heavy tablets.

i was sub, it felt really natural and nice! but it was so fun and can't wait to try again.

Ugh.

I'm utterly exhausted.

Mental week consisting of 3 appointments with 3 specialists (meaning 3 waiting rooms and 3 uncomfortable office chairs) plus two train journeys and an evening sitting on hard chairs for a party.

Then I stupidly got back home and decided I'd tidy/clean my room which is a bit of a state because it hadn't been properly done (apart from a little general cleaning, changed bedding etc.) since the last time I was back for any length of time which would hav been easter time so I've had to scrub top to bottom. I couldn't do it when I first arrived because my shoulder was too badly injured - and it's just as bad now, but I'm getting to a point where I'm just sick of not being able to do things.

So I did it anyway. I will pay for this tomorrow. But right now, I don't care if it keeps me bedbound for 2 weeks - I feel so good for doing it that it'll be worth it. And my room looks lovely now. Still got a bit more sorting and dusting to do and will have to save the hoover for tomorrow because people are asleep but I feel more positive in a clean room :).

Just having a little break, then will finish off the bits I can do tonight before using my dilators, doing my kegal exercises, my physio, moisterising my skin and then having a chat with WandA on the phone before I go to sleep. It's going to be a late one tonight but I'm nocturnal hehe and I'll sleep well tonight after thoroughly over doing it today - pacing has gone completely out of the window.

How is everyone tonight? Anyone about?

SL I'm glad you had a nice session :).

And SLM I'm glad you had a good night with your boy!

AA - I take heavy painkillers and am in agony pretty much 24/7 (and have limited mobility) and I can do proper sub/Dom sessions! It just requires a bit of adjustment and positive thinking, you'll get there sweetie :).

Adx

 hello i'm here!

sorry came in after a few beers but clearly you've had  a tough week. i've totally been pre

pared to through in the towel

 in my relationship i mean. i don't know what else to say. oh god train reck everyone. sorry

 Morning everyone.

SL - Glad you had a good time at your BDSM sesh.

Ad - It's really nice to see that you seem to be far more positive and happy recently. Hope you're not feeling it too badly this morning. 

BP - I really hope you're okay.

Had an interesting night last night. Had a few drinks with the OH and ended up talking for ages about September, when I go back to university and we go long-distance again. I told him how I was scared about hurting him again, and he placed an open relationship on the table.

I said that if we were going to be in an open relationship, I would end it, because I don't think they can work. Not for me, anyway. And I wouldn't sleep with someone unless I really liked them, so there would be no point in acting like a single person while my boyfriend probably sat at home being disgustingly faithful. 

So no open relationship for us, but he did promise to travel up to see me more, which I guess is the best I can ask for. It was a pretty upsetting conversation either way, but he seemed fine this morning so I guess we're okay.

Hello ! :)

How is everyone ? Well I hope ?

I have had a busy past few weeks , mostly working , however on Monday and Tuesday of last week , my daughter and I went to Chessington with a friend and her daughter , we had a great time . On the flip side , my arthritus is being a pain , literally , at the moment :( especially in my knee.

Cheer_up : That was an interesting chat . I really hope things do work out ok for you .

SL Glad you enjoyed it . I quite like to be sub most of the time , although I get the mood to be dom from time to time .

Another busy day ahead for me , mainly catching up on housework .

Hope you all have fun today !!

xL-Yx

Morning everyone

My dishwasher has packed up, maybe I need to find a sub that just likes to wash pots, cos I hate it

SL sounds like fun

BP Hope you have woke up with a clearer head and are feeling ok

BP hope you dont have a hang over this morning it sounds like you are going through a tough time, we are all here to support if you need it

xGGx

Afternoon all!  Not been about much, been busy trying to sort out funding for college (shock horror, they try to make it as complicated as possible!) and stressed myself into being ill with it all.  Provisionally sorted now.  Or, well, as SAAS want to know how much DWP will be giving me before they'll tell me what they'll give me, and DWP will only tell me once they know what SAAS will give me, I'm having to provide estimates to SAAS, then take the results to DWP, then take those answers back to SAAS, and *then* it'll get sorted. I guess it's some kind of test: if you're not smart enough to make the absolute most of a shot at education, your brain will explode trying to work with the fuckwads who make the system as unfriendly as possible and you won't get funding!  Clever dickery at it's finest. *eyeroll*

Anyway, hi!

Good afternoon. Thanks everyone for the lovely comments

Boobaloo - sorry to hear about the dishwasher. we didn't have one for years but couldn't live without it now!

No I haven't woke up with a clearer head at all unfortunately. For the first time in a long time I can't remember a bloody thing about the end of the night. Real pity as I enjoyed the rest of it.

What bothers me the most is I fear I may have gone into a horrible meltdown to my best mate. I don't know what I said to him. I think I was really kicking myself and having a go at myself for not handling being a Dad well.

I am hung over. My back is really aching for some reason. Luckily only have the one munchkin to look after this afternoon who is playing nicely at the moment.

I'm not ready to throw in the towel on my relationship. Not sure where that was coming from. We'd had a bit of an arguement last night so maybe in my drunken state i was really fed up. Its true that I feel like I'm walking on thin ice at the moment. Keep feeling like I want to quit and give up everything, job, marriage and kids and jump on a plane to Australia and totally wing it. I've thought about how I would still pay the morgage etc remotely so as not to give wife even more stress than would already have etc.

But my marriage is the only thing that I haven't given up on or got bored off and I'm not prepared to quit trying. Same with the kids. I know its incredibly tough at the moment but just got to press on and should get easier as the youngest one gets older.

I guess I wonder how to keep going sometimes. I don't want antidepressants as I don't think I'd ever get off them ( I fear I'd like it too much ) and I cannot be bothered with counselling as I've done that 3 times and I understand myself well. I like the idea of being in control of myself and not relying on drugs too. I think I have a depressive nature and always been a glass half empty kinda guy but my wife has shown me a lot of good in life and that sometimes its right and good to be optimistic. I wish I could just turn my internal dial to a little more happier.

I'm frustrated financially at the moment too which is making me feel stressed. Its not that I'm struggling with income more that I promised share the cost of an expensive item with my wife which has seriously set back my saving plans for something I want for myself. To be fair my missus is being lovely and telling me not to stress and pay my half back as I want to.

Thanks for reading this if you did. Any support or suggestions would be welcomed.

Big Poppa ,

Just reading your above post ....

I would like to offer a big hug to you . Sometimes , when we feel stressed or unsure , a long comforting hug can be just the thing for a few short moments of happiness .

I don't know the in's and out's of what is happening for you at the moment , but I do sense you would like a support system by your side , other than your OH . That is perfectly normal , it is often easier to open up to someone whom we are not involved with . I personally would like to say that I am happy to listen / read any offloads you feel you may need .

Rearding anti-depressents ; There is a huge stigma attached  to them . but I can hand on heart say they do help. Of course they alone do not fix the problem , but they do help to change your views and help you to gain a more clearer , positive view of things . It may be worth giving them a try if after speaking to your Dr , he / she thinks they would be a good idea . I have found the Samaritans to be helpful too , it's nice to have someone to listen when I have wanted that . Often with councelling , it's at a time during the day when you feel ok , but something that is 24 hours is useful .

I know it may seem an odd question , but do you have any "Me" time ? Some time when you don't have to be Dad or Partner , just yourself , have fun and relax . Maybe there is a hobby you to take up ?

It sounds like you have a supportive OH , that is nice to hear . Maybe you could re-read that little bit  you wrote about her being lovely over to yourself when you are feeling a bit unhappy .

Sorry , I know I am rambeling , just wanted to help if I could .

xL-Yx