Patience Angel241113, there are always the Christmas sales and New Year sales! Also, if you can't afford a sex toy or some new lingerie, I hear using your own hands and sleeping nekkid is the trend nowadays!
hard to have patience when with each passing day i add something new to my wishlist :') i just cant stop shopping!!
I would suggest to stop torturing yourself. If you work out how let me know :p
my OH starts his new job this month so it wont be torture anymore, for either of us!!
Aw well enjoy planning what your going to treat yourself to first then! x