confused!!!!!!!!!

 well i was married for over 10 years n together for 15 since we were 17 really. no kids thankfully he wanted them, i do but not with him (nothing wrong but the old cliche not in love no passion) i want to travel i think too now m single when all my friends are settled down im 33 though i sound like 70.  the thing thats confusing me is i like women i always liked them like had the usual fantasy of a woman but now i want it and think about who she could be, what she would look like, kiss like ..............you get the picture problem is i have no idea how to go about this i dont want a relationship at all and i love men too 

im really crap at this i only had 2 partners although im confident n enthusastic i really dont want a realtionship with either man or woman but would love the experience of a woman if i make sense at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Jenny, try fabswingers or fabflirts not just swingers on there but girls looking for the same as you x  ,,good luck, my profile on there is J0hnB0y if you want to say hi :)